not enough energy

I wanted to write something prolific tonight. I wanted to contribute to society. I just wanted to write. Create. Live. I started a new blog tonight. I posted comments on a few others that I have just discovered. I can't believe someone can walk into a building and randomly shoot people. I do believe it. It happened. I took my children to Home Depot today and put them into a race-car-type shopping cart and they sat side-by-side and Mo put her arm around Hank when I told her to hang on to her brother as I turned a corner. And no-one noticed. But me. I still can't believe someone walked into a classroom and started shooting students for no reason. Well, at least no sane reason. I need to mow the lawn but can't until all the dog crap is picked up. And it stops snowing. But, frozen dog crap is much easier to pick up than warm (defrosted?) dog crap. I would rather pick up dog crap, forzen or thawed, for eternity than shoot anyone. Unless water pistols count. I still have not made muffins. I bought muffin mix more than a week ago and it is still sitting in the cupboard. How tough can it be to make muffins? Blueberry muffins. Everything is easier to buy at the store - any store. Banana nut muffins at the hardware store. Underwear at Goodwill. John Mellencamp records at Hallmark. Just don't buy anything from the evil Blue Empire. That's where lunatics can buy their guns but not baseball cards. At least not packs of baseball cards with chewing gum. (Not that the gum was ever chewable.) It is not the gum that kills people, it is the person chewing it.